Prefects' camp 2011

Okay... this should be damn long. So, if you have the patience, read on! It'll be funny =p
Day 1
Reached school a little before 12 am. Teacher gave a bit of taklimat where we have to sign all our names. We were like, "WHY do we have to sign our names???" Even the teachers agree with us. Pretty much a waste of time... -__-
Then, we boarded the bus. We were supposed to leave at 12.30 am. But convent budaya. Half an hour later. xD
Boarding the bus is lame. Sitting down is FUN!! We were like, damn bising. And for the first time ever. The teachers didn't even scold us to keep our voices down =p Instead, En.A.Nanda joined some of the seniors at the back. causing everyone to laugh like hell. 
We stopped at a restroom on the way. We all charged into KFC. that is when things start getting irritating coz Wang started getting siao and I ran from her. XD 
Then, when we went into the bus again. I ate my burger and drank my drinks. I thought I might leave my cheesy wedges (yum) for later. But my "smart" fren Siva threw the kind of plastic tube thingy which has strawberry paste inside. that kind of sweet thingy. She ste it, sucked it. The whole thing is full of saliva. Then... she THREW it into the plastic bag with my cheesy wedges. She thought it's the rubbish bin TT I was like, ewww! Luckily, it din kena my wedges. But I immediately ate it so that no one can throw anything inside. Who knows, she might spit inside next ><
We reached there like, WAY past the time intended. I think bout 3 or 4 sumtin. We went into our dorms. (no aircon T.T the seniors rooms have tho... no fair)Carolyn's luggage... (yes the heavy type with wheels) squashed the poor lizard. They were screaming like hell. At last, my frens used it to scare their angel in our devil and angels game. Basically, everyone has an angel, and you have to scare them. I only write notes to my devil, yam yee ling who wasn't even scared -_-
Anyways, we met up with Pak long, the manager or sumting of Terap Inn. And the people that creates activities for us, En. Zaidi and a guy he calls "unknown species" who was a former commando and has the voice louder than a herd of elephants... xD I kinda miss them now. 
That night, we played "fireball". That was the most AWESOME game I ever played in my life. The commando and EZ asked us to close our eyes and imagine the game. It was dark and kinda scary, and we cnt open our eyes. i feel all the teachers grinning at smirking at us in front. xD.. duh. We look like sleep walkers being soldiers. Someone tapped us on the shoulders when we were closing. I didn't flinch. It's not THAT surprising. And we smelt gas. when we opened our eyes, the petrol smell is still there. The two guys brandished a coconut at our faces. We were like, "wtf??" when they said that was our fireball. But when they lighted it with fire, REAL FIRE. It was the most beautiful thing I'd ever seen. We were seperated into groups. The guy said we have to play it like football. and we can even take up the ball of fire, which he said a lot of people did with bare hands and throw it at the goal. When he blew the whistle, even I played. Though not as ho liao as my other group members as they kicked the ball like they're fighting for a gem. I scared I'll be squashed coz I'm so tiny. XD
Neways, my team won. and we were allowed to play the game again til SOMEONE stopped us from playing. She said it was dangerous coz one of the girls' shoes got on fire for like, a while and she said that she might get on fire. Actually, I was wondering WHY she didn't jus kick that girl outta the game and let the others play. at last, each team can only play once. GEEZ
Then, we went to sleep after sitting around the ball and given some advice from EZ. The fireball was damn nice. My eyes was glued to it the whole time he was talking. lolxDD
I can;t reli sleep at night. Me, emily, Wang nd Lee talked. I dozed off a little. Lee kept awake the whole night. That night, there was a damn huge spider under my bag, a centipede(eesh) at the door, something crawling up Lee's neck and that squashed lizard. Pn. Ashikin and Pn. Yasmin slept with us that night. Pn. Ashikin din reli sleep. Pn. Yasmin slept, even though she said they will stay awake... XD Who can stay awake whole night? Seriously.
Day two
Morning, woke up, bathe, water cold like hell, hungry. Forced to do exercise by EZ and DS (diff species) to exercise. Now I'm having muscle pains. they say we can get six packs like that. Me and Natasha was like, " we dun wan six packs TT) Had breakfast and headed out to jungle trekking.Was delayed because Pn. kosah wanted to do smtin. We were like, "..." Nevermind -___- 
Jungle trekking was damn fun. If only there isn't so many mosquitoes. And I did a full split hen I was using a rope and going down. I didn't even feel the pain. I just said, "shit" xD
Thay night was prefects' night. I knew my devil then. It was uh... Thivya was her name I think. XDD... she sent me, "u were so brave just nw during the fireball game". Something like that. =DD 
Me and my team did a little drama and I sang solo a little while. (I hope no one's ears got damaged =D)
I was damn tired, and the weather is kinda cold tht nite coz it rained. That I slept the whole night and even dreamed. Ms. Pam and Pn. Ashikin slept with us agn tht nite. B4 I slept. Me and Pn. Ashikin was debating on the packet of popia my fren forced on me... At last, we decided to throw it to Ms. Pam... xDD I dunno what happened d... I fell asleep after yelling for a while.
Day Three..
Morning. Water even colder. Ms.Pam said she din sleep. (i think she did tho XP) Walk. Exercise. Played a complicated game where the tea members have to tie a string around themselves and put the pencil into the bottle. Kinda complicated.
After lunch, we went home. The bus was damn quiet... Evryone slept. Even me... i only woke up when tht stupid fly kacau me. Reached there bout 5. Took my bag and go with Wang to Ms Pam. Ms. Pam was like so happy to see her. Til she asked for hp and Ms. Pam's expression was like.. swt -___-
Den I was like, asking Wang to hug me... i say two weeks din see each other. She dunwan... (she saja... actually she wan xD) Emily dunwan... Then I asked Ms. Pam... And she actually hugged me =) Which was good coz I'm not hugged for some time. Okay, A loooooong time =DD
Oh, BTW. Wang's conversation with Ms. Pam is damn stupid =pp
Wang: Teacher, you just sleep in bus isit?
MP: Yesla...
Wang: Teacher, den what you did in the bus?
Me and MP: -___- swt 
Dats it... Gosh... no pics coz SOMEONE say we cnt bring hp or camera. 
OW! stomach aching lk hell... 
kthxbai =))

My favourite song... represents my felings TT

Teacher's day 2011

Today is Teachers' day. No pics coz we cannot bring camera. SOMEBODY dun allow us to take. Too bad. But damn cool le. I help my friend Emily take pics for editorial board. because students can't bring camera, Ms, Pam bring her DSLR... or semi. Whatever, I'm not sure for Emily to use. Emily call me help her. So I ma take lor. DSLR damn nice to use le. Who want buy for me?! xD Neways, I think I take the pics like shit. Coz I cnt even stand up. Wtf?? Shitty nevermind la. I call Emily to tell her darling Ms. Pam first. Scared later she see me taking her camera she terkejut. Most of the time, people dun trust me. Whatever -__-

Everyone's persembahan is damn cool! Emily and me's persembahan is great! because there is Emily ma... My voice, nothing de. Grats Em! And all my friends and meis that did SUCH a GREAT job! Anu, Chris, Erica, WANG! Vivian too ^^ And dun forget Apple and her geng, Chris and her geng. Er... the rest I forgot liao ><

BTW, all the smiles the teachers gave when I give them their prezzies is so pleasing. I feel damn happy ^^ Dunno why, when someone is happy with me...  I feel happy. Weird -_- I know. I draw something on all the cards. if teacher, you rasa ugly can throw =)) I dun mind. BTW, Pn. Aminah! SORRY I DIDN'T GIVE YOU YOUR PRESENT AND CARD!!!!!!!!!!!! I'LL GIVE YOU AFTER HOLIDAYS CIKGU... JANGAN MARAH! >< Sowie...

Prefects gotta give present to teachers. (the present is lame -______-) I give Pn. Syopiah. happee ^^ Pn. Syopiah is damn sweet =D Maybe I should go to every teacher and HUG them. but they probably terkejut. Pn. Chia so cute. She eating ice-cream and ry to say thank you. Teacher, no need to say wan la. If I was to say thank you to you. i dunno have to say how many times ony can make up for your sacrifices =)

I WANT DSLR!!! >< EVEN IF I TAKE PIC LIKE SHIT! Oh, and today I keep doing floor skating. Everytime someone do speech or persembahan... I slippppp to the middle of the dewan, squat, take, and slipppp back to the side agn. Hebat rite? xDD Joking lar... But I seriously do that. Fun neh. i should masuk photography part. It's cool =p
 But I like my part anyway =))

Tomoro prefects' camp. no technology for THREE days. THREE days!!!! And no air con for THREE days. (not that worried bout that) Somemore, teachers are 24 hours guarding us for THREE days. Shit.

BTW, I'm DAMN sad today. Because of something. And I'm also DAMN happy. Coz all the teachers look happy. =)) I wish you guys the best! HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!!! Happy always ^^

kthxbai =))

I'm A weird Kid =]

Before I go any further... I would like to add two other teachers that I forgot to praise on my last post =] Sorry ya! ^^
Pn. Farhana: She's my form teacher. I can't BELIEVE I forgot her -___- Anyways.. she's one of those sweet teachers that I like =] For our Canteen Day, she did damn much for 2 Suci's stall. BEST FORM TEACHER EVA! =D I hope that her family and her to-be baby will be healthy and happy always ^^
Pn. Hanizah: I like her =] She cares for her students as if she's their mum. Plus, I like the warm way she smiles at you =] And she never scolds her students (including me coz I noe I'm an irritating kid). Love ya! =
 ~That's all I can say ^^ I'm pretty sure all the admirable teachers are already here =]
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Okay...  my post today is I'm a weird kid... And I am... Why?
1) I most certainly did not say or boast to everyone... or even think myself the prettiest in the world.. In fact,  think myself kinda ugly TT. But, some people say that I think myself very pretty. Hmm... my dear friends... I pernah boast meh? If I do, then I'm probably having problem or just fooling around =]
2) Most people hate me =] Therefore, I am now admitting that I am annoying, rude, and stupid =D I admit my mistakes... but mostly, I'm only rude to those that have a problem with me =] I don't say this to make people hate me more. More like trying to let you understand me
3) I only hate one person at once... Which means... if I hate someone new, the old person that was hated by me will be cancelled from my "haters" list =] It's true coz I currently only hate one person =p
4) When I like a person, I will talk a lot around them =] I also make them annoyed more =D But if I look at you mostly without a smile or anything... means I don't like you =p
5) I love making stars >< And they are for special people ONLY =]

me like stars =]
That's all for now ^^

praise

So people say I take advantage of other people because of my aunt. Some say my aunt is a "SUPERWOMAN"doesn't mean her niece is good. Let me tell you guys something. You are DAMN right. Unfortunately, I never remembered asking anyone to be EXTRA good to me because of my aunt. Or even call you all to lantik me as prefect BECAUSE of my aunt... And I DID NOT say that I am good just because my aunt is. So, if you don't trust me with responsibility, you can choose not to do so.

Neways, I apparently praise people very little. I shall take this opportunity to praise my teachers =)

I would also want to say that praising my teachers is not to get extra credit or make them like me. This is what my heart truly says. I never bother praising much coz people might say I'm a "teacher's pet" or chat hai". So, remember, what I say today is true from the heart.

Pn. Bibi: My BM teacher... She is what people call and she admits... sampah when people saw her. Coz she always asks people to pick sampah up. Naturally, everyone runs away when they see her. Even me. But I don't think she is sampah To tell you the truth, she jalankan her tugas better than any teachers in the school. Sure, she didn't exactly pick it up herself. At least she care, right? To me, she is like am mum. She reallly cares for all her students and want us to be independent. =) She's great! =DD

Pn. Jeya: The prettiest Indian teacher in the afternoon session. She's also the person you most likely to see smile at everything. I don't really like her at first. I mean, she smiles too much. (okay, I'm weird... I know) But once she got mad. And ever since then, I respected her =) She didn't even scold me when I say I dd not bring my English book =p Nice right? 

Pn. Syopiah: Science. I thought she's kinda strict. But now she's one of my favorites =) She has the cute habit of suddenly talking loud. annoying at first, but soo.. you realise that you won't fall asleep. hence, concentrating more on your studies =DD

Pn. Maizura: Math. She teaches me Moral as well. Last year, she's just a teacher that I never talk much to. The only thing I know about her is that she's pretty. I never even seen her smile before last year. This year, I realise she has a personality when she teach moral to me this year. And that when she smiles, she's goddamn pretty. Kinda Barbie Doll like pretty. =) And she teaches Math well! X)

Pn. Norhayati: PJK. Really sweet, cute. I like her=p She's what you can say... uh... sporty? I mean, unlike most teachers... she actually PLAY with you... So, I think she's nice =) In my list of "Teachers that won't make me fall asleep in her class"

Pn. Chia: My ex-Moral teacher (we had to change) is pretty okay.. A bit boring at times. But no problem. at least she lets us bring humour in. I like that type of people XD. And her fashion sense is good. OK... BETTER than most. Her teaching is basically faster. And not damn freaking boring. If she lets us go toilet during her class, she will be ichiban^^

Pn. Aminah: What can I say? She's good, temper is good. Always smiling, never scolds... She's PERFECT! which is why she mostly kena buli. Haix... Nevermind cikgu... saya tak akan bising dalam kelas cikgu lagi! xDD

Pn. Annor. She's one of my favourite teachers =DD And many people's fav teacher. typical. She never scols, no matter how loud you get. Her seni is nice. And she's pretty with a good sense of fashion and many designer stuff. =) She is in my top three list of favourite teachers =)) Number what? I'm not gonna tell.
Pn. Norizawati: PSK.. Her classes are always damn funny. Coz she speaks very fast. And sometimes get sidetracked. But at last, we get everything in our brains anyway =DD PS: I like the way she talk so fast xDD

That's all the teachers that teach me that I can praise! Remember, this is truly from my heart and I am not "ambil kesempatan"-ing. So, hope you like it! ;D

The teachers that did not teach me (uhh...some of them.. there are 30 over teachers =.= my hands hurt)

Pn. J: Haha... I missed her... dunno why. What I can say is, she's kinda motherly and sweet. Some of my friends. Including Wang... also miss her... =) Alll the best ><

Ms. P: I owe her A LOT=D That's all I can say... she's sweet... cute and nice =p Also in my top three fav teachers list. Thanks a lot teachy ;)

~I malas write d =) Just write the two PKs...

kthxbai =3

Happiness and Boredom

Yesterday, someone gave me a piece of the tree. The piece said is about self- happiness. I pretty much read it before... I can easily just throw it aside, bored. But the reason why I am keeping it now is, (and even thinking of laminating it) is coz for the first time ever... Someone BESIDES my mum and dad actually HOPES that I am happy.
It's weird... I never taught someone would spend some time to actually FIND something to tell me to be happy. I'm touched =') Ad that person who knows I'm talking bout. I hereby say a big thanks to you =) I finally feel like someone still hopes I'm happy in this world.
~Thanks a lot...
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Today, someone scolded me and Wang like hell. She thinks I'm mad at her because of that. Actually, she thinks a lot of things. But actually, I DO NOT hate her for scolding me. In fact, I just sat there and listen to her drone on and on and on.
Basically, I only talk back and argue a lot with the people I care for and love. So, I didn't really say anything. She said she wanna "talk" to us. But it ended up we kena scold...
I dun blame her for that =) dun worry... but making my fren cry, is another story....

-END OF TIME-

I'm not gonna write anything bad or anything sad anymore. Happy? Sadness and anger. i can keep to myself. No one needs to know. I've coped for so long. Adding a little extra pain won't kill me yet.
Thanks for the talk. Thanks for everything. I will listen, but that doesn't mean I have to like it.
To all my friends? You guys had been great =) But I'm gonna quit writing those bad things. Not coz I'm a coward... =p It's something else. One day, you guys will understand.
Wang Sei Sei. I know you really wanna know, even though you act as though you don't wanna know just to make me happy. Don't worry, it's nothing. It's just I will like to have a bit of privacy. Neways, don't feel worried. I'm okay =D In fact, haha... I'm not even SAD.
Why I did not show my mum that post? Coz
When the birds chirp happily in the air...
It's time for the nocturnals to nap~
That is why =|

Before I end this post... this is a song to mark the end-Whitney housten and Mariah carey-When you Believe
~I trust... one day if you believe... miracles will happen

When the darkness is so dense that you fall,

Find the light...

Cause' in every dark

There is a light...

And in every light...

There is a way~♥

Mother's Day

  This Mother's day, I didn't make a card. Or anything -.- I'm SUCH n unfillial daughter. but I am going to write a post that can make her touched. =) The idea is given by Kor... mostly =p But it's MY isi...so..

 Year 1

When I was born... Merely a little baby... 

The family rejoiced as you held me in your arms.

But i knew, no arms would be warmer,

And no heart happier...

Than yours...

Year 2

The first word I learnt was "mum-mum"

Typical, I need to eat

But the second word was mama..

Coz I knew, that the pair of warm arms that held me tight...

Will always give me the food and shelter I need.

Through the roughest weather and storms...

You're the building that keeps me safe from harm...

Year 3

I learnt how to walk by now...

Every time I wobble...

Your heart stops beating a moment...

Will she fall?

You're the first one that rises from the chair to keep me safe.

Year 4

I'm a scrawny git...

Pretty ugly for a girl...

People talked behind you...

But in your heart,

No one is prettier than me,

Coz I'm your daughter...

And beauty is in the eye of the beholder.

Year 5

The first time I went to hospital for hurting myself...

I spinned around and around a pole...

Not heeding anyone's orders for me to stop...

I cried like ell that night and stayed in hospital...

You were with me all night...

Weren't you mum?

Year 6

Kindergarten!

I am gonna mix with kids my own age...

Your heart beats fast the whole day... 

What if she falls? Got bullied?

But I made home safely...

You breathed easily again.

Year 7

Stnadard 1!

Whoa... It's SCHOOL now

You probably was worried bout me...

But you act nonchalant.

So I never knew the answer.

Every moment...

I knew you cared for me... even though you weren't there.

Year 8

I was staying in ama's house...

You were afraid I would be scared..

You grieved...

I know...

For that... you made the best mum of my life....

Year 9-12

I made it through primary school safely... =) 

Because you made sure y path of life was safe

Year 13

Secondary school made you scared for me... what if someone bullies me?

You've heard secondary school is a BAD BAD place...

Mum,

I made it out alrght...

And I won't forget the advice you gave me...

Year 14

Here i am now... happy and strong... because of you... Love you mum...

I'm not finished yet!!!!

Just to tell you. In my whole life, you acted as if you don't care. But I know, you just want me to be independent and strong enough. So that no one will bully me. When my UPSR results came out. You were the first one to see my joy. You acted nonchalant again. But I knew you are happier than dad to see me succeed. I can't remember when I was a baby... You held me protected in your belly for nine months, suffering again when I was born. there are a lot of things you had done for me. You just don't wanna tell me. Coz hat's who you are. Bt mom, I know... Without you, my life has no meaning, my body has no soul, and my music don't have a melody. Without you, I won't be existing.

You are not the type to hug and kiss. I know. You act nonchalant. I know.

But do you know?

That you are the best mum not because you are the richest and give me the most things.

You are the best coz you made me hate you for acting nonchalant. But actually trying to make me independent and strong.

You are the best coz you sacrificed every happiness just to give me what I want.

You are the best... coz...

You tried your best o give us the best.

And I will never forget thet.

I won't say I love you... coz it won't be enough...

Your love for me... I can't give so much back to you in this life...

The best I can do... is pray for your happiness

This is for you mummy =D

~LOve you mu... a million zillion times... 

Hope you like it!!!!

My new hair~ =p and stuff

So, I'm gonna start with my newest haircut =) hope you like it!

smiling the type of smile that will look horrible with my old hair =p

~Well, this is about my hair ^^

 Next, is about today... And Wednesday... I know that "people" have found I what I'm writing in my blog.... So what??? Let them read =p
Wednesday...
Sejarah class... The usual boredom. Last year's Sejarah was better. The teacher had a bit of sense of humour. This year? wow... Unbelievably "NICE". Neways... I VOLUNTEERED  to write on the board for the teacher... I VOLUNTEERED. hello, I don't like her. And I volunteered coz no one else wanted to. And the "cute" teacher's pets had already volunteered. Unfortunately, my act of helping was wrong I guess... The teacher came up to me after I wrote and said, "nampaknya tulisan kamu di buku lebih cantik daripada di papan hitam.." I am outrageously MAD!!!! Seriously... I am NEVER volunteering again... Unless.. well... if I had an idea in mind =x not gonna say anything! haha...
I stormed back to my place. Muttering, "Cikgu tak suka sya jangan panggil saya tulis la!!" I think she din hear... I shoulda said louder. But I still had an ounce of respect for her. I didn't want a full scale fight. any day now, that fight will appear. So if any of the teachers see this. Since they like seeing my blog so much... can tell her=)
Today...
I went to sit at my friend christinna's palce when she was out. Coz my place make my abilities to see the board 0% outta 100%. And neways, I'm getting a bit lonely coz Kor keep talking to Vivina without me. When I went there, my Sejarah teacher DELIBERATELY asked me to sit back my place! Of all the nerve! Seriously! It's MY BUTT! Does it matter wHERE I place it???
I don't wanna fight. But she's getting on my nerves. Again. anytime now and she's gonna get a whiff of what I can do =D
I know all the teachers think I'm a stinkin brat that don't respect teachers... You're wrong. i respect all the teachers except the ones that betray me and the ones I hate for some reason. You can perasan I don't care =) Siapa yang makan cili... dia yang rasa pedasnya. Pn. Bibi taught me that phrasa. She's been using it a lot lately... telling everyone how wrong isit to write stuff bout teachers in blogs and facebook and stuff... Hmmm... hinting to me? WOW! I'm SOOooooooo "GUILTY" When hell freezes over!
~BTW, don't get me wrong... not trying to be bad or anything here. Just merely stating that... teachers... I really do respect all of you. Just... don't make me not respect you... Or.... well... even I don't know. =)
~Oh, and FYI people that betray me... won't get really nice lives ya know... So, DON'T betray me! =D And I'll be good to you... =) Not that I don't know who you are =) Just giving you a chance. Go on! spread the rumour! All the kids are on MY side =p And if my nerve breaks..... =x

**Then all hell will break loose



Wo zhi dao BY2

I listened to the song Wo Zhi dao By2 for loads of times... Although my chinese sucks, I'm starting to realise what the song meant....
I'll write it down using 'A' and 'partner' ok?
A left partner...
Thinking partner will be better without A..
Partner will leave happier...
But partner felt miserable
And A can't let go of partner...
So before A left...
A smiled and asked partner to jiayou(good luck)
When A left...
There are tears streaming down  A's cheeks..
Partner knew that...
But their love... has ended.
I think the whole point of this song in my point of view is...


A left Partner to give Partner a better life...

A knows Partner will suffer with A..

So,

When A left Partner...

A pretended to smile and jiayou Partner...

Just to let Partner know that A don't really care anymore...

But as A left...

There are tears in A's eyes...

Because...

A made the hugest sacrifice in Love...

A sacrificed A's own happiness...

To mke Partner happy....

~By doing that... A loved Partner with a love that can be in line with parently love...

Because that's what our parents do, sacrifice their happiness for ours...

And I'll definitely do the same....

To my Loved One