Stuffs...

  Years had past, my friendship and family problems have not yet change to better... In fact, it's worse.... I know, it's probably my fault, again... as usual... everytime I do something, it is wrong. No one pays attention to me outside, my brother is the best....
  I did try my best to be a good friend, that's the reason I risk myself in class to make teachers mad just so I can make my friends laugh. They are happy, then so am I... But still, nothing happens, what happens is that there are more friends leaving my side. Everyone has a best friend that stick up for each other during thick and thin. I have no one... Yes, they might occasionally notice me. But to them, their brains are like, "oh, this is the girl that make dumb jokes... whatever!" That's me, I'm starting to think I have a problem....
  I try my best to be loved by my family. But everything I do is wrong... . What my brother can't do, I will.... But still, my brother wins the battle... I'm just the sore loser that puts on a stupid face and sulks.... Seriously, can you blame me? My parents love me, I know they do... But, it's hard to make them satisfied... As usual, the live wire of the family gets all tha attention...
  To my teachers, I fail them. What they think of me, I dunno. But I'm definitely sure it's not good thoughts... no one would think of me as important in their lives... Coz the already have one...
~wish i can find soomeone that truly understands and love me with all his/her heart...
~sorry if this post offended anyone
~sorry to anyone i have hurt... i'll try not doing it again...
~God, tell me... am I doing the right thing? going one the right track? I'm confused...

A song-ish poem... for the dreams i wanna fulfill

I, I treat life like it's a game,
I really love my name,
It means butterfly,
In case you are, wonderin' why
I, love to see people smile,
When i see my loved ones i go wild,
However, i wish they can love me back the same way.
It might be hard to get,
But definitely not impossible,
I do not believe in that word...

I,
wish that one day,
I will be able to get,
A job,
I the department of CREATIVITY,
My creativity's not really high,
I think it's zero out of five,
But seriously,
I hope,
To get better as i grow older,
and older, and OLDER!!!!

mE,
There is a possibility,
That i might get a prize,
For the girl,
That speaks a lot but does a little,
However,
I am kinda caring,
Coz i can't bear,
To see a person sad for long...

I wish,
That there will be world peace,
And that poor, hungry animals,
Will not go hungry for long,
And the ecosystem,
Will be GREAT again....

I don't,
Believe in the word IMPOSSIBLE,
Coz everythin's POSSIBLE,
To me.... to me....
I,
Think God's playing a game,
A really fair game,
So,
To live,
We have to win ALL the games....
This is life~

And that,
This is about all,
I there's more I'll post you more,
Goodbye,
For now....

School

 
  You wanna find the human equivalent of a monkey, come and find me... I'm seriously like a monkey... . Therefore, I'm remarkably popular in school. For being the worst idiot ever....
  If you haven't forgotten, i'm one of the potential prefects in school. I also happen to be the potential prefect that is most irresponsible, craziest, laziest, rudest, unneatest, and hated most. I don't understand WHY exactly they make me a PP(short for potential prefect). Seriously, all the teachers could easily guess that i'm so totally NOT cut out to be a prefect next year... I gotta feeling they purposely chose me so i can be embarassed when they announce i'm not gonna BE a prefect next year... If that's the case, it's the lamest idea YET! I seriously don't care whether I be a prefect or not... I'm sick of those seniors complaining bout' me... sometimes~ i don't even KNOW what MISTAKE HAVE I DONE...
  Another thing, I LOVE school. But i think i'm a nuisiance to my friends and teachers. The teachers might smile when i do something silly, but i know inside, they are like, "i'm gonna suck this freakin' girls head into a washing machine when i have the chance!!!!!" 'specially Ms.Pam... she's all smiley when she sees me do something stupid. But she probably wanna kill me lolx..^^
~well, that's all... my school is SMK Convent Butterworth btw....
Address: Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Convent Butterworth, Jalan New Ferry, 12100 Butterworth, Pulau Pinang, Malaysia

Tel: + 604 323 7430
Fax: + 604 324 4866
Website: www.smkcb.edu.my

 

My BFF's

his, is obviously me...

I'm gonna start listing my friends from the best to the worst... ok?

1) Kor Shyn Lyn... my best ever friend, though she thinks I'm irritating. But I still LOVE her... She's like my big sis!!

thanks for the care sis^^

2) My fun-loving, crazy, funny and Taylor Lautner loving friend.... Vivian Chan Yen!!!!

 you are the best friend that brings joy to my life!!

3) my cute and sometimes emo-ish kinda friend... Erica Ang Ai Jie!!!^^

you may be emo, but you are always there for me!! Love ya!!

4) I only know her this year, but I know she cares very much... and her crotcheting skills are magnifique... not to mention other artwork... my (practically) mum!!! Tan Jia Yi!!!!

you are great!!! thanks for the crotcheting classes!!!

5) Wendy Wang Sei Sei... she and I may be enemies for a while... but now i Love Her!!!

great enemy and friend... lets be frenemies!!! K?

Here's my top 5 friends... which I will remember for the rest of my life.... I don't have much friends i guess... i'm not really popular... but i thank God for giving me this five GREAT friends...

                

The things I LOVE!!!

OK, the things i'm inspired most is.... ART~

Ok... seriously, i know it's ugly, but i don't take pictures of ALL my drawings...

And, when i say intrested in ART, i mean just drawing... i lie craft, but i'm not really good in it, if you know what i mean... sometimes, i feel like giving up entirely on art:-(

I also happen to LOVE music!!! It's my life, practically...

music like pop, rock and soul....

It pretty much depends on my mood...

And, i love talking... my family members think i'm a remarkably quiet person coz i don't talk much at home...

Seriously, there's nothing to talk about!!!

My History teacher asked me if i have ever praised anyone... coz i mostly just give snotty remarks...

i show her, by goin around and touching all my friends while praising them... lolx^^

even my history teacher, as a matter of fact.........

I also happen to LOVE going to school... weird right?

I go there to hang out with friends mostly....

Plus, it's a good opportunity to make the teachers go wild...........

if i don't go to school a day, they will probably cry for joy... hahax ;-D

these are my friends and i at our latest trip to Sunway carnival mall....

THEY ROCK!!!!!

but some of them ditched us halfway..... swt=.="

Wanna see my teachers???

here's a snapshot of them by goodness-knows-who during teacher's day...

OH SHOOT... I LOST THAT FREAKIN' PICTURE!!!!

~anyways.... that's all... wanna know more about me?? check out my blog when you have time!!!

My power

  When i'm happy... my mood is like...

daisies swaying their happy blooms in a meadow...

However, don't make me mad...

or I will be like this...

lightning...

lightning...

when i love someone... my heart will go, boom boom...

like this...

like this...

when i'm with my friends...

my heart flutters with joy

THE END...

My bad spots... swt =.="

  OK, let's start..
    1) I am sooooo LAZY... my family goes bonkers for that...
    2) I don't mind critisising people even though they are juST STANDING    
        beside me... same goes for teachers
    3) I'm crazy, my friends think I dirasuk hantu (touch wood)
    4) I'm probably blacklisted by every single teacher on the planet... for
        wrecking their class... haiz...
    5) I am a potential prefect, but... I have no idea why I am chosen... coz
        i'm totally useless at it
    6) I love procrastinating... and as for the lazy part. I'm too lazy to type
        anymore
definitions:
  1) my laziness make me mostly rush to do something... simple contoh, my homework... Therefore, i sometimes have to stretch the truth a little to avoid trouble
  2) My straightforwardness make people hate me sometimes. Well, ok... always... To bad...
  3) I pernah dirasuk hantu, seriously... I don't really remember much coz i'm too young. But I'm certaintly crazy, even now... I din dirasuk hantu ady...
  4)AND 5) dince teachers hate me, i'm not sure why exactly they choose me as a potential prefect.... weird really... they probably got brain washed by my secret admirersnamed Goodness-Know-Who and Goodness-Knows-What... lolx^^
  6) That's all for now!!!! ~bye...>.<