My little Lovebuds ♥ :)

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

Without experiencing darkness, there will be no appreciating light
Without knowing you, I wouldn't know what's love~
What it's like to be cared for and not just caring for others :|
What it's like to be seen and not just seeing people =D
How your heart squeezes in pain every time you ignore me ='[
And how it swells up and makes me smile every time you smile =]
How happy I get when you are truly happy and not just freaking acting =']
Even if I have to be sad just to make you happy ='D
But,
If you don't really care,
Don't f*king pretend to care
Coz when you decide to move on, ignore me, and hurt me
I dun f*king just sit down and let you do it
And if you think by ignoring me, you can make me change and my troubles over,
You are wronger than me buying the stupid necklace
And I don't f*king care whether you like it or not if I use bad words
I'm tired of letting people I love leave me and ignore me and hurt me
Conclusion: If you don't f*king care for me, don't act as though you do.
And if you don't wanna care about me, say it to my face
You not happy with me, tell it straight to me
Don't need to hide it to yourself. 
I can move one, but not if you keep making me happy when you care and then make me sad again when you don't feel like it. 
I AM NOT A TOY
I will not let myself be controlled or puppeted by you.
Remember that, when I love someone... 
I will do everything for that person
But if you wanna make me hurt again and again
I ain't letting you bully me.
PERIOD