This is not by me... I just ♥ this poem

一棵開花的樹 by 席慕蓉

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如何讓你遇見我 

在我最美麗的時刻 

為這 

我已在佛前求了五百年 

求佛讓我們結一段塵緣 

佛於是把我化做一棵樹 

長在你必經的路旁 

陽光下 

慎重地開滿了花 

朵朵都是我前世的盼望 

當你走近 

請你細聽 

那顫抖的葉 

是我等待的熱情 

而當你終於無視地走過 

在你身後落了一地的 

朋友啊 

那不是花瓣 

那是我凋零的心 

Stuffs...

There's nothing wrong with loving someone...
The only problem is
That person doesn't love you back
~Moon~

This post is mainly for the people that wanna know about me. My boyfriend, friends... Whatever

1) I get grouchy when you guys kacau me or wake me up when I'm sleeping. Obviously, my prefect friends knows that coz they tried. And I got mad =]

2) I want a Canon DSLR =]] And I'm sure Kor Shyn Lyn, Windy Wang, Vivian Yen and Janna will buy me one for my next birthday... RIGHT GUYS? XDD~

I RAWR this cammy ^^
3) I hate it when you guys tell me something. Then, knowing that I memang got ear problem and didn't hear you. Don't wanna tell me again >< Annoying tau!
4) The rest, figure it out yourself xD If you know me well... you will know what food I love to eat. Who is it that I pray for every nite. And etc. etc.
5) I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!! ^^

Btw, I LOVEEEE CUPIDO!!! 

Cutee rite =]]

Again I say... Holidays sucks... >< Never loved and never will. But this time, mum and dad tried their best to amuse us tho =] mice change from other holidays =D neways, I amuse myself with writing my blog... Annoying people... And, um... HAVING FUN ^^

I don't mind going the camp again =DD haha... And meet that huge balck spider I named... JET

Oh... I know I'm annoying and weird =] But I like it ^^ Better than you anyway... YES YOU!

I didn't draw for a while d... Proving my weirdness... I took a picture of pads... yes PADS that day... so that I cn draw the pattern and elaborate on it. I didn't draw yet. And my hp no batt so I asked for my mum's hp... She was like, "wtf??" kind of expression. lols =DD

Damn~ I like Choy Siew Wern's art. She draw real life stuff so nicee~ me jealous d... xD nola... But my drawing is only limited to abstract stuffs so... HAIX!

Can't wait til school reopens =] I'm DAMN BORED! ><

Anyone who reads this... happy holidays ^^ 

Prefects' camp 2011

Okay... this should be damn long. So, if you have the patience, read on! It'll be funny =p
Day 1
Reached school a little before 12 am. Teacher gave a bit of taklimat where we have to sign all our names. We were like, "WHY do we have to sign our names???" Even the teachers agree with us. Pretty much a waste of time... -__-
Then, we boarded the bus. We were supposed to leave at 12.30 am. But convent budaya. Half an hour later. xD
Boarding the bus is lame. Sitting down is FUN!! We were like, damn bising. And for the first time ever. The teachers didn't even scold us to keep our voices down =p Instead, En.A.Nanda joined some of the seniors at the back. causing everyone to laugh like hell. 
We stopped at a restroom on the way. We all charged into KFC. that is when things start getting irritating coz Wang started getting siao and I ran from her. XD 
Then, when we went into the bus again. I ate my burger and drank my drinks. I thought I might leave my cheesy wedges (yum) for later. But my "smart" fren Siva threw the kind of plastic tube thingy which has strawberry paste inside. that kind of sweet thingy. She ste it, sucked it. The whole thing is full of saliva. Then... she THREW it into the plastic bag with my cheesy wedges. She thought it's the rubbish bin TT I was like, ewww! Luckily, it din kena my wedges. But I immediately ate it so that no one can throw anything inside. Who knows, she might spit inside next ><
We reached there like, WAY past the time intended. I think bout 3 or 4 sumtin. We went into our dorms. (no aircon T.T the seniors rooms have tho... no fair)Carolyn's luggage... (yes the heavy type with wheels) squashed the poor lizard. They were screaming like hell. At last, my frens used it to scare their angel in our devil and angels game. Basically, everyone has an angel, and you have to scare them. I only write notes to my devil, yam yee ling who wasn't even scared -_-
Anyways, we met up with Pak long, the manager or sumting of Terap Inn. And the people that creates activities for us, En. Zaidi and a guy he calls "unknown species" who was a former commando and has the voice louder than a herd of elephants... xD I kinda miss them now. 
That night, we played "fireball". That was the most AWESOME game I ever played in my life. The commando and EZ asked us to close our eyes and imagine the game. It was dark and kinda scary, and we cnt open our eyes. i feel all the teachers grinning at smirking at us in front. xD.. duh. We look like sleep walkers being soldiers. Someone tapped us on the shoulders when we were closing. I didn't flinch. It's not THAT surprising. And we smelt gas. when we opened our eyes, the petrol smell is still there. The two guys brandished a coconut at our faces. We were like, "wtf??" when they said that was our fireball. But when they lighted it with fire, REAL FIRE. It was the most beautiful thing I'd ever seen. We were seperated into groups. The guy said we have to play it like football. and we can even take up the ball of fire, which he said a lot of people did with bare hands and throw it at the goal. When he blew the whistle, even I played. Though not as ho liao as my other group members as they kicked the ball like they're fighting for a gem. I scared I'll be squashed coz I'm so tiny. XD
Neways, my team won. and we were allowed to play the game again til SOMEONE stopped us from playing. She said it was dangerous coz one of the girls' shoes got on fire for like, a while and she said that she might get on fire. Actually, I was wondering WHY she didn't jus kick that girl outta the game and let the others play. at last, each team can only play once. GEEZ
Then, we went to sleep after sitting around the ball and given some advice from EZ. The fireball was damn nice. My eyes was glued to it the whole time he was talking. lolxDD
I can;t reli sleep at night. Me, emily, Wang nd Lee talked. I dozed off a little. Lee kept awake the whole night. That night, there was a damn huge spider under my bag, a centipede(eesh) at the door, something crawling up Lee's neck and that squashed lizard. Pn. Ashikin and Pn. Yasmin slept with us that night. Pn. Ashikin din reli sleep. Pn. Yasmin slept, even though she said they will stay awake... XD Who can stay awake whole night? Seriously.
Day two
Morning, woke up, bathe, water cold like hell, hungry. Forced to do exercise by EZ and DS (diff species) to exercise. Now I'm having muscle pains. they say we can get six packs like that. Me and Natasha was like, " we dun wan six packs TT) Had breakfast and headed out to jungle trekking.Was delayed because Pn. kosah wanted to do smtin. We were like, "..." Nevermind -___- 
Jungle trekking was damn fun. If only there isn't so many mosquitoes. And I did a full split hen I was using a rope and going down. I didn't even feel the pain. I just said, "shit" xD
Thay night was prefects' night. I knew my devil then. It was uh... Thivya was her name I think. XDD... she sent me, "u were so brave just nw during the fireball game". Something like that. =DD 
Me and my team did a little drama and I sang solo a little while. (I hope no one's ears got damaged =D)
I was damn tired, and the weather is kinda cold tht nite coz it rained. That I slept the whole night and even dreamed. Ms. Pam and Pn. Ashikin slept with us agn tht nite. B4 I slept. Me and Pn. Ashikin was debating on the packet of popia my fren forced on me... At last, we decided to throw it to Ms. Pam... xDD I dunno what happened d... I fell asleep after yelling for a while.
Day Three..
Morning. Water even colder. Ms.Pam said she din sleep. (i think she did tho XP) Walk. Exercise. Played a complicated game where the tea members have to tie a string around themselves and put the pencil into the bottle. Kinda complicated.
After lunch, we went home. The bus was damn quiet... Evryone slept. Even me... i only woke up when tht stupid fly kacau me. Reached there bout 5. Took my bag and go with Wang to Ms Pam. Ms. Pam was like so happy to see her. Til she asked for hp and Ms. Pam's expression was like.. swt -___-
Den I was like, asking Wang to hug me... i say two weeks din see each other. She dunwan... (she saja... actually she wan xD) Emily dunwan... Then I asked Ms. Pam... And she actually hugged me =) Which was good coz I'm not hugged for some time. Okay, A loooooong time =DD
Oh, BTW. Wang's conversation with Ms. Pam is damn stupid =pp
Wang: Teacher, you just sleep in bus isit?
MP: Yesla...
Wang: Teacher, den what you did in the bus?
Me and MP: -___- swt 
Dats it... Gosh... no pics coz SOMEONE say we cnt bring hp or camera. 
OW! stomach aching lk hell... 
kthxbai =))

My favourite song... represents my felings TT

Teacher's day 2011

Today is Teachers' day. No pics coz we cannot bring camera. SOMEBODY dun allow us to take. Too bad. But damn cool le. I help my friend Emily take pics for editorial board. because students can't bring camera, Ms, Pam bring her DSLR... or semi. Whatever, I'm not sure for Emily to use. Emily call me help her. So I ma take lor. DSLR damn nice to use le. Who want buy for me?! xD Neways, I think I take the pics like shit. Coz I cnt even stand up. Wtf?? Shitty nevermind la. I call Emily to tell her darling Ms. Pam first. Scared later she see me taking her camera she terkejut. Most of the time, people dun trust me. Whatever -__-

Everyone's persembahan is damn cool! Emily and me's persembahan is great! because there is Emily ma... My voice, nothing de. Grats Em! And all my friends and meis that did SUCH a GREAT job! Anu, Chris, Erica, WANG! Vivian too ^^ And dun forget Apple and her geng, Chris and her geng. Er... the rest I forgot liao ><

BTW, all the smiles the teachers gave when I give them their prezzies is so pleasing. I feel damn happy ^^ Dunno why, when someone is happy with me...  I feel happy. Weird -_- I know. I draw something on all the cards. if teacher, you rasa ugly can throw =)) I dun mind. BTW, Pn. Aminah! SORRY I DIDN'T GIVE YOU YOUR PRESENT AND CARD!!!!!!!!!!!! I'LL GIVE YOU AFTER HOLIDAYS CIKGU... JANGAN MARAH! >< Sowie...

Prefects gotta give present to teachers. (the present is lame -______-) I give Pn. Syopiah. happee ^^ Pn. Syopiah is damn sweet =D Maybe I should go to every teacher and HUG them. but they probably terkejut. Pn. Chia so cute. She eating ice-cream and ry to say thank you. Teacher, no need to say wan la. If I was to say thank you to you. i dunno have to say how many times ony can make up for your sacrifices =)

I WANT DSLR!!! >< EVEN IF I TAKE PIC LIKE SHIT! Oh, and today I keep doing floor skating. Everytime someone do speech or persembahan... I slippppp to the middle of the dewan, squat, take, and slipppp back to the side agn. Hebat rite? xDD Joking lar... But I seriously do that. Fun neh. i should masuk photography part. It's cool =p
 But I like my part anyway =))

Tomoro prefects' camp. no technology for THREE days. THREE days!!!! And no air con for THREE days. (not that worried bout that) Somemore, teachers are 24 hours guarding us for THREE days. Shit.

BTW, I'm DAMN sad today. Because of something. And I'm also DAMN happy. Coz all the teachers look happy. =)) I wish you guys the best! HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!!! Happy always ^^

kthxbai =))

I'm A weird Kid =]

Before I go any further... I would like to add two other teachers that I forgot to praise on my last post =] Sorry ya! ^^
Pn. Farhana: She's my form teacher. I can't BELIEVE I forgot her -___- Anyways.. she's one of those sweet teachers that I like =] For our Canteen Day, she did damn much for 2 Suci's stall. BEST FORM TEACHER EVA! =D I hope that her family and her to-be baby will be healthy and happy always ^^
Pn. Hanizah: I like her =] She cares for her students as if she's their mum. Plus, I like the warm way she smiles at you =] And she never scolds her students (including me coz I noe I'm an irritating kid). Love ya! =
 ~That's all I can say ^^ I'm pretty sure all the admirable teachers are already here =]
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Okay...  my post today is I'm a weird kid... And I am... Why?
1) I most certainly did not say or boast to everyone... or even think myself the prettiest in the world.. In fact,  think myself kinda ugly TT. But, some people say that I think myself very pretty. Hmm... my dear friends... I pernah boast meh? If I do, then I'm probably having problem or just fooling around =]
2) Most people hate me =] Therefore, I am now admitting that I am annoying, rude, and stupid =D I admit my mistakes... but mostly, I'm only rude to those that have a problem with me =] I don't say this to make people hate me more. More like trying to let you understand me
3) I only hate one person at once... Which means... if I hate someone new, the old person that was hated by me will be cancelled from my "haters" list =] It's true coz I currently only hate one person =p
4) When I like a person, I will talk a lot around them =] I also make them annoyed more =D But if I look at you mostly without a smile or anything... means I don't like you =p
5) I love making stars >< And they are for special people ONLY =]

me like stars =]
That's all for now ^^

praise

So people say I take advantage of other people because of my aunt. Some say my aunt is a "SUPERWOMAN"doesn't mean her niece is good. Let me tell you guys something. You are DAMN right. Unfortunately, I never remembered asking anyone to be EXTRA good to me because of my aunt. Or even call you all to lantik me as prefect BECAUSE of my aunt... And I DID NOT say that I am good just because my aunt is. So, if you don't trust me with responsibility, you can choose not to do so.

Neways, I apparently praise people very little. I shall take this opportunity to praise my teachers =)

I would also want to say that praising my teachers is not to get extra credit or make them like me. This is what my heart truly says. I never bother praising much coz people might say I'm a "teacher's pet" or chat hai". So, remember, what I say today is true from the heart.

Pn. Bibi: My BM teacher... She is what people call and she admits... sampah when people saw her. Coz she always asks people to pick sampah up. Naturally, everyone runs away when they see her. Even me. But I don't think she is sampah To tell you the truth, she jalankan her tugas better than any teachers in the school. Sure, she didn't exactly pick it up herself. At least she care, right? To me, she is like am mum. She reallly cares for all her students and want us to be independent. =) She's great! =DD

Pn. Jeya: The prettiest Indian teacher in the afternoon session. She's also the person you most likely to see smile at everything. I don't really like her at first. I mean, she smiles too much. (okay, I'm weird... I know) But once she got mad. And ever since then, I respected her =) She didn't even scold me when I say I dd not bring my English book =p Nice right? 

Pn. Syopiah: Science. I thought she's kinda strict. But now she's one of my favorites =) She has the cute habit of suddenly talking loud. annoying at first, but soo.. you realise that you won't fall asleep. hence, concentrating more on your studies =DD

Pn. Maizura: Math. She teaches me Moral as well. Last year, she's just a teacher that I never talk much to. The only thing I know about her is that she's pretty. I never even seen her smile before last year. This year, I realise she has a personality when she teach moral to me this year. And that when she smiles, she's goddamn pretty. Kinda Barbie Doll like pretty. =) And she teaches Math well! X)

Pn. Norhayati: PJK. Really sweet, cute. I like her=p She's what you can say... uh... sporty? I mean, unlike most teachers... she actually PLAY with you... So, I think she's nice =) In my list of "Teachers that won't make me fall asleep in her class"

Pn. Chia: My ex-Moral teacher (we had to change) is pretty okay.. A bit boring at times. But no problem. at least she lets us bring humour in. I like that type of people XD. And her fashion sense is good. OK... BETTER than most. Her teaching is basically faster. And not damn freaking boring. If she lets us go toilet during her class, she will be ichiban^^

Pn. Aminah: What can I say? She's good, temper is good. Always smiling, never scolds... She's PERFECT! which is why she mostly kena buli. Haix... Nevermind cikgu... saya tak akan bising dalam kelas cikgu lagi! xDD

Pn. Annor. She's one of my favourite teachers =DD And many people's fav teacher. typical. She never scols, no matter how loud you get. Her seni is nice. And she's pretty with a good sense of fashion and many designer stuff. =) She is in my top three list of favourite teachers =)) Number what? I'm not gonna tell.
Pn. Norizawati: PSK.. Her classes are always damn funny. Coz she speaks very fast. And sometimes get sidetracked. But at last, we get everything in our brains anyway =DD PS: I like the way she talk so fast xDD

That's all the teachers that teach me that I can praise! Remember, this is truly from my heart and I am not "ambil kesempatan"-ing. So, hope you like it! ;D

The teachers that did not teach me (uhh...some of them.. there are 30 over teachers =.= my hands hurt)

Pn. J: Haha... I missed her... dunno why. What I can say is, she's kinda motherly and sweet. Some of my friends. Including Wang... also miss her... =) Alll the best ><

Ms. P: I owe her A LOT=D That's all I can say... she's sweet... cute and nice =p Also in my top three fav teachers list. Thanks a lot teachy ;)

~I malas write d =) Just write the two PKs...

kthxbai =3