We never tried...

We never realised the importance of a person until they have gone, we never really thought that person will betray you til we felt it, we had never been able to make ourselves happy til we made someone happy, we never really felt the beauty of love til we tried it, we never really smiled til we made someone smile, and we never really know something til we tried... so try... before we boast about knowing or good at something... for you never know what tomorrow brings...

A dog never thought a bone taste good til he licked it

A cat never thought the mouse is delicious til he ate it

A middle aged woman never thought she will ever get married til she did...

Love never existed til mankind tried it...

Inventors never existed til God created them....

~We are all human... i have learnt a valueble lesson from a great person that we should never be scared about what people think of us and only care about what we think of ourselves... so DO TRY... there's a risk in everything and people might scorn... but one day, when they need our help, their lives will be saved by us... coz we...^^

~this trying post is based on an important person that made goodness knows how many changes in my life... til i'm kinda freaked out... dun tink negative!!^^

after exam=laziness...=.="

  After exams!!!! YEAH!!! i'm so freakin happy.... unfortunately... i'm now currently scared of getting my marks... i mean, seriously... who doesn't, right? unless i'm a pig-headed person with weird personality disorder... maybe that's why my puberty period is so weird^^
  I haven't write for probably weeks... anyway, not much happened i guess... the same boring everyday life.... seriously, i need to find an intrest... coz SOME of my frens are acting a lil' bit weird...
  I'm gonna FAIL my english and seni this time... i'm suppose to draw flowers for seni... but a piece of shit must be nicer... and i actually put the Menara Kuala Lumpur as the place that generates ELECTRICITY to the whole Kuala Lumpur!!!!!!!
  Btw, why do man... MAN.... MASCULINARY figure!!!! always thinks they are right? My grandad asked my brother, "is this show nice? where got nice... not nice wan lar"... me, being the type that can's stand sexists like SOME people in my family will say it back to him... The guys in my family, a few of them are sore losers that can't really do anything without the women but want to act great.... SO WHAT??? they probably don't know how to operate the washing machine if women are not here... sheesh... usless guys....
P.S=I'm critizising the men in MY family and not others... so dun perasan... i believe that are guys that respect women out there and if my future boyfriend or husband don't i will dump them... so there!!

Stuffs...

  Years had past, my friendship and family problems have not yet change to better... In fact, it's worse.... I know, it's probably my fault, again... as usual... everytime I do something, it is wrong. No one pays attention to me outside, my brother is the best....
  I did try my best to be a good friend, that's the reason I risk myself in class to make teachers mad just so I can make my friends laugh. They are happy, then so am I... But still, nothing happens, what happens is that there are more friends leaving my side. Everyone has a best friend that stick up for each other during thick and thin. I have no one... Yes, they might occasionally notice me. But to them, their brains are like, "oh, this is the girl that make dumb jokes... whatever!" That's me, I'm starting to think I have a problem....
  I try my best to be loved by my family. But everything I do is wrong... . What my brother can't do, I will.... But still, my brother wins the battle... I'm just the sore loser that puts on a stupid face and sulks.... Seriously, can you blame me? My parents love me, I know they do... But, it's hard to make them satisfied... As usual, the live wire of the family gets all tha attention...
  To my teachers, I fail them. What they think of me, I dunno. But I'm definitely sure it's not good thoughts... no one would think of me as important in their lives... Coz the already have one...
~wish i can find soomeone that truly understands and love me with all his/her heart...
~sorry if this post offended anyone
~sorry to anyone i have hurt... i'll try not doing it again...
~God, tell me... am I doing the right thing? going one the right track? I'm confused...

A song-ish poem... for the dreams i wanna fulfill

I, I treat life like it's a game,
I really love my name,
It means butterfly,
In case you are, wonderin' why
I, love to see people smile,
When i see my loved ones i go wild,
However, i wish they can love me back the same way.
It might be hard to get,
But definitely not impossible,
I do not believe in that word...

I,
wish that one day,
I will be able to get,
A job,
I the department of CREATIVITY,
My creativity's not really high,
I think it's zero out of five,
But seriously,
I hope,
To get better as i grow older,
and older, and OLDER!!!!

mE,
There is a possibility,
That i might get a prize,
For the girl,
That speaks a lot but does a little,
However,
I am kinda caring,
Coz i can't bear,
To see a person sad for long...

I wish,
That there will be world peace,
And that poor, hungry animals,
Will not go hungry for long,
And the ecosystem,
Will be GREAT again....

I don't,
Believe in the word IMPOSSIBLE,
Coz everythin's POSSIBLE,
To me.... to me....
I,
Think God's playing a game,
A really fair game,
So,
To live,
We have to win ALL the games....
This is life~

And that,
This is about all,
I there's more I'll post you more,
Goodbye,
For now....

School

 
  You wanna find the human equivalent of a monkey, come and find me... I'm seriously like a monkey... . Therefore, I'm remarkably popular in school. For being the worst idiot ever....
  If you haven't forgotten, i'm one of the potential prefects in school. I also happen to be the potential prefect that is most irresponsible, craziest, laziest, rudest, unneatest, and hated most. I don't understand WHY exactly they make me a PP(short for potential prefect). Seriously, all the teachers could easily guess that i'm so totally NOT cut out to be a prefect next year... I gotta feeling they purposely chose me so i can be embarassed when they announce i'm not gonna BE a prefect next year... If that's the case, it's the lamest idea YET! I seriously don't care whether I be a prefect or not... I'm sick of those seniors complaining bout' me... sometimes~ i don't even KNOW what MISTAKE HAVE I DONE...
  Another thing, I LOVE school. But i think i'm a nuisiance to my friends and teachers. The teachers might smile when i do something silly, but i know inside, they are like, "i'm gonna suck this freakin' girls head into a washing machine when i have the chance!!!!!" 'specially Ms.Pam... she's all smiley when she sees me do something stupid. But she probably wanna kill me lolx..^^
~well, that's all... my school is SMK Convent Butterworth btw....
Address: Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Convent Butterworth, Jalan New Ferry, 12100 Butterworth, Pulau Pinang, Malaysia

Tel: + 604 323 7430
Fax: + 604 324 4866
Website: www.smkcb.edu.my

 

My BFF's

his, is obviously me...

I'm gonna start listing my friends from the best to the worst... ok?

1) Kor Shyn Lyn... my best ever friend, though she thinks I'm irritating. But I still LOVE her... She's like my big sis!!

thanks for the care sis^^

2) My fun-loving, crazy, funny and Taylor Lautner loving friend.... Vivian Chan Yen!!!!

 you are the best friend that brings joy to my life!!

3) my cute and sometimes emo-ish kinda friend... Erica Ang Ai Jie!!!^^

you may be emo, but you are always there for me!! Love ya!!

4) I only know her this year, but I know she cares very much... and her crotcheting skills are magnifique... not to mention other artwork... my (practically) mum!!! Tan Jia Yi!!!!

you are great!!! thanks for the crotcheting classes!!!

5) Wendy Wang Sei Sei... she and I may be enemies for a while... but now i Love Her!!!

great enemy and friend... lets be frenemies!!! K?

Here's my top 5 friends... which I will remember for the rest of my life.... I don't have much friends i guess... i'm not really popular... but i thank God for giving me this five GREAT friends...

                

The things I LOVE!!!

OK, the things i'm inspired most is.... ART~

Ok... seriously, i know it's ugly, but i don't take pictures of ALL my drawings...

And, when i say intrested in ART, i mean just drawing... i lie craft, but i'm not really good in it, if you know what i mean... sometimes, i feel like giving up entirely on art:-(

I also happen to LOVE music!!! It's my life, practically...

music like pop, rock and soul....

It pretty much depends on my mood...

And, i love talking... my family members think i'm a remarkably quiet person coz i don't talk much at home...

Seriously, there's nothing to talk about!!!

My History teacher asked me if i have ever praised anyone... coz i mostly just give snotty remarks...

i show her, by goin around and touching all my friends while praising them... lolx^^

even my history teacher, as a matter of fact.........

I also happen to LOVE going to school... weird right?

I go there to hang out with friends mostly....

Plus, it's a good opportunity to make the teachers go wild...........

if i don't go to school a day, they will probably cry for joy... hahax ;-D

these are my friends and i at our latest trip to Sunway carnival mall....

THEY ROCK!!!!!

but some of them ditched us halfway..... swt=.="

Wanna see my teachers???

here's a snapshot of them by goodness-knows-who during teacher's day...

OH SHOOT... I LOST THAT FREAKIN' PICTURE!!!!

~anyways.... that's all... wanna know more about me?? check out my blog when you have time!!!